It´s really hard to explain this feeling, it´s really hard to feel this feeling as well. Sometimes I just want to runaway and hide.
Please stop.
Please stop to make me feel bad for things that are not my fault. You twist and turn everything until it suits you, until you are right. I already know when you start that you will win anyway. There is nothing to fight back. It's best to just take the shit and swallow it. But I can not do that, I can not do that when I know it is you who are wrong. When I know that if I let you win I´ll be pushed down in my shoes again.
The result is always the same. I know that it will start burning in my eyes and throat. Just want to make you go away and stop blaming everything on me. But it's too late. I have lost again. as all other times. Just to let it come now. The tears flow, it really never ends. You care as usual not at all. Do not care about that I just collapsed. You just continue as if it still is my fault. Can not bother to fight back. Give me one more time ..
Conflict without end, fuck it makes this complicated!
Please stop to make me feel bad for things that are not my fault. You twist and turn everything until it suits you, until you are right. I already know when you start that you will win anyway. There is nothing to fight back. It's best to just take the shit and swallow it. But I can not do that, I can not do that when I know it is you who are wrong. When I know that if I let you win I´ll be pushed down in my shoes again.
The result is always the same. I know that it will start burning in my eyes and throat. Just want to make you go away and stop blaming everything on me. But it's too late. I have lost again. as all other times. Just to let it come now. The tears flow, it really never ends. You care as usual not at all. Do not care about that I just collapsed. You just continue as if it still is my fault. Can not bother to fight back. Give me one more time ..
Conflict without end, fuck it makes this complicated!
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